伤心的一刻，演变成开心的放下

2011/05/30号的这天~

你陪伴了我一整个晚上。我们有说有笑，真的很开心
我真的很喜欢跟你谈天~每次都会很珍惜每一刻你上线的时候
期待着~盼望着，你的Facebook显示上线的那一刻
有时幸运的等到你上线，有时就自己傻傻的等了一两个小时
都没等到，但我不会伤心，因为我知道你不喜欢我不开心
所以我一定要办到，不可以让你对我失去信心~你的每一刻笑容
都是我珍贵的画面~只要笑容出现在你脸上，我自然而然的笑着了^^
昨天，你告诉我有一个男生追求你~其实我的第一个反应是会很
不知所措，因为真的很在乎你。所以担心别人有机可乘~
但深呼吸了一下，冷静的想想，我会不会过于自私呐？
别人追求你不是一件好事吗？而且，如果因为你跟我说了
这些心事而我却生气的话，那谁还可以想我这样陪伴你一起分享呢？
所以我知道自己不应该有任何的生气或不开心~因为只要我不开心
你就会不开心了。不可以！！^^...哈哈哈哈，不过你千万不要误会
因为我不在乎不紧张而显得我对你不够在乎哦^^...我还是一样在乎你的
嗯~之后的之后，你就告诉了我一件会让我很痛苦的事，你说你
今天起就不能跟我保持联络了~你知道吗，我真的一直都在珍惜着
每一刻与你在一起的时间~不过想了又想，学业最重要，更何况我自己
也是很注重学业的~所以就决定，就算自己再辛苦，都不可以影响你
为了不打扰你，我决定支持你这个建议^^
也答应了你，我要开开心心，你才会开心的阿

Reflect on

I was read a story jz nw .... “Mum promised movie treat , recall victoria ” it describe the mother told her children keep school with a promise of a movie treat ...but one of the day , something that i do not know what problem was happened in the mother's life ... the mother took thier children to a railway track just 100m away from her house to end thier life ..but when i keep on read the story and know that , her's daughter is only 8 years old ...other children were below 5 years old .. .. ( my initial reaction was been stun a few seconds ... what the hell was happened ) ....the mother told them to skip a classes because she wanted to take them for a movie...her children is suspected and keep asking her mother , why you will let us skip the classes to make more entertaiment ? her mother keep in silent and keep on to the goal...her mother told them we are going to die ...her children was dumbfounded ...and the mother said we are going to see the "God"...Suddenly her daughter was wake up ....in the immergency event , she select hug her brother jump out from the railway ...

the unstoppable's train were send the mother and the baby were hug by the hand of mother to the "new life" . And both of the children were been take care by her grandmother ..... haiz ... kinda sad when i read this story ... and from my opinion or maybe is a exhortation to all of my frenz....this story let us learn about no matter what unsolved's difficult problem was happened in ur life ... please dun giv up ur life .. keep looking to other ppl are caring and loving u ... dun leave them away ... make a lonely tray to the children or the parents that u care !!....Keep in memory....i'm @[1603612001:Alan Chian Wei Lon]

TaR college Life

This is my new life start from this situation ..
wow ... i was at johor Branch Campus rite nw ...
maybe a lot ppl
will tot this places will like a dead city ..
maybe a lot frenszz will think i'm crazy , Why that
big different distance between on K.l-TaR and Johor-TaR
then , i also wanna choose Johor Branch Campus this everybody
look like " Dead's City " 's places ... The first time that i
came here i also same thinking as u all ... wow . y this places
look like Trees more than Humans..... wow .... really prove that
what i said be4 ... but .. i came here hav a few days , i saw that
i was wrong ... this is a amazing places ...especially for study ..

Today is my 1st class attend ..nw haven start the courses
but i'm feel like not match that before i stay in secondary skul ..
the feeling is vry unbelievable ^^ hahaha....a lot trees, a lot Birds
a lot that u all haven seen b4 ^^ ... wow .... difficult to analysis this place
i hope that someone can come to this places